Years ago, when the kids were very young,
I started to write stories for children.
I started to write stories for children.
Though I always felt I had a "knack" for writing,
it was not something that I felt I could openly SHARE.
Maybe it was because I did not think people would believe in me.
Maybe it was because I did not believe in MYSELF.
it was not something that I felt I could openly SHARE.
Maybe it was because I did not think people would believe in me.
Maybe it was because I did not believe in MYSELF.
Anyhow, over the years, I have had moments of courage (or insanity)
when I would lift a small corner of my carefully protected world,
and offer (to my close circle of trusted friends and family) a quick peek.
The first story I shared was with my sister.
It was a lyrical, COMICAL poem titled, "Rush, Rush Day".
when I would lift a small corner of my carefully protected world,
and offer (to my close circle of trusted friends and family) a quick peek.
The first story I shared was with my sister.
It was a lyrical, COMICAL poem titled, "Rush, Rush Day".
I did not tell her that I wrote it,
as I wanted her to read it with unclouded eyes.
"What did you think of that poem I sent you?" I asked.
"I thought it was GREAT! I forwarded it to my friends," said she.
"You (gulp) . . . WHAT?" I asked.
MANY years later . . .
I attended an SCBWI conference (Society of Children's Book Writers and Illustrators),
and gathered up the courage to submit my first story.
Choosing which one to send was a difficult process,
and I consulted with the experts - my kids.
It was dated August 1, 2008, and I posted it to my bulletin board,
NOT as a reminder of my failure, but as a symbol of success.
I SUCCESSFULLY SUBMITTED A STORY,
and I received some valuable feedback.
I jumped over the first hurdle, crossed the first bridge,
and I am on my way down the path to . . .
SUCCESS!!
I am in the process of sending out my second story,
and I would not have the courage to do so, if I had not sent the first.
Might I receive another rejection letter?
Yes.
BUT, I am absolutely, positively IN this.
I believe in myself; I believe in my stories.
And, my bulletin board is quite LARGE,
with plenty of room for more rejection letters.
Eventually, the reward will be a letter of acceptance,
and I will proudly pin it on top of the others,
knowing what it took me to get there.
Sometimes just making the effort is empowering. I have a children's book for sale online somewhere. I wouldn't know what to do if anyone wanted it, but just putting it out there was enough of an accomplishment.
ReplyDeleteMy friend Gerry and I are wrapping up our first Blue Moon Revue CD. I have 5 songs on it -- a couple of them are almost 30 years old! I am anxious to find what people think. But, even if they don't think much of them, I finally brought them to light.
ReplyDeleteWay to go! Can't wait to listen!
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